My Circus Story
Home at Last
When I was a child living in New York City, my mother took me to see the Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey Circus every year, and later, when we moved to the suburbs, we’d catch every show that passed through town. I’ve been hooked on the magic and allure of the circus ever since then. But, here’s a confession, like the little girl in the picture, my joy was always mixed with a bit of sadness because every time I went to a show I felt like an outsider looking in and longed to be a part of it.
“You are part of our family. You are part our shows.”
As a circus lover, in the late 1970s and early 80s, I had the opportunity to photograph and write about circuses and performers for newspapers and magazines. Then, life set in. I had three kids and other jobs, but I always hoped to get back to the circus. When I retired, my dream came true. I started shooting circuses again with the goal of spreading the word that circus is thriving, evolving, and continuing to delight and amaze “children of all ages” all around the globe. In a single show, people laugh at the antics of the clowns, hold their breath as performers do death-defying feats, and revel in colorful costumes and music.
But, I have to say that until recently, I still felt like an outsider, longing to be part of the show. That’s when a very special woman who works at the Circus Arts Conservatory said to me, “You are part of our family. You have a place in our shows.” Those few words changed everything for me. I was home at last.
A Tribute to Master Clown Lou Jacobs
Seventeen-year-old clown Sarah Catalano, paid tribute to the great Master Clown, Lou Jacobs, at the Sailor Circus spring show. This act was the story about how Lou Jacobs’ legacy has continued through three generations. For me, it was simply the most moving and meaningful circus act I’d ever seen. It brought tears to my eyes, and it was at once inspiring, funny, and informative.
Circus Magic Makers
I’ve loved the magic and thrill of the circus since I was a little girl. At various times in my life, I’ve had the privilege of photographing people who’ve spent their lives bringing excitement and laughter to children of all ages. They include the performing artists who’ve dazzled audiences with their skill, daring, and athleticism and extraordinary clowns who let us laugh at our human foibles and frailties. And, as coaches, many of these performers continue to pass down their knowledge to young performers. These photos also include circus founders/owners/promoters whose vision and business acumen have kept the shows going.
